Monday, July 11, 2011

Title Pending

I dream.
The hot fire of life spills from my veins under snow white cloth
It drips from me, the seconds, the minutes, the hours.
Blood.
First there was Blood.

Thunder rumbles mightily around me while Lightening cracks his wicked whip.
With a sort of wonder I glance around me.
What I have always feared I suddenly admire.
So great and powerful is the storm, like a savage god,
Who picks of us likes grapes on a plate.
Then there was Rain.

My clothes Stick wetly to me and my hair clings to my back
An icy feeling comes over me
One from within.
The flames within, they die down
As they empty my hollow body.
The snowy cotton of my nightgown is damp
Pink with blood and rain.
When they find me, though they wash it,
It will never be the same.

Here I die sodden, wet, undignified,
In a way fitting such a sinner.
Damned forever for dying
But damned still while she was living.

Now is Death after Rain, after Blood.
Forever yours, Death, my only, my love.
Forever down under while my corpse is above.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Just to interrupt

I found these fab photos on Gypsy Moon, of some of the most awesome clothing these two eyes have ever seen.
Enjoy!
http://www.gypsymoon.com/





Movie Wishlist!

Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein (1994)
The Batman Complete Animated Series
Buffy the Vampire Slayer Complete Series
Batman and Robin
Children Shouldn’t Play with Dead Things
Batman Forever
Donnie Darko
Ladyhawke
Batman Returns
Ghost
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Spiderman
Princess Mononoke
Spirited Away
Labyrinth
The Day the Earth Stood Still
The Princess Bride
Invasion of the Body Snatchers
Star Wars: the Complete Saga
Legion
Hellboy
Hellboy II: The Golden Army
Blade
Blade II
Blade: House of Chthon
Blade: Trinity
Underworld
Underworld: Rise of the Lycans
Underworld: Evolution
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Corpse Bride
Sweeney Todd- The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
Interview with a Vampire: the Blood Chronicles
The Vampire Lestat
Little Shop of Horrors
Psycho
Moulin Rouge!
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Nosferatu
Dracula
Sleepy Hollow
Edward Scissorhands
Dead Again
Friday the 13th
Hocus Pocus
Jacob’s Ladder
The Nightmare on Elm Street
Poltergeist
American Psycho
The Addams Family
Addams Family Values
An American Werewolf in London
The Amityville Horror
Creature from the Black Lagoon
Scream
The Innocents
Dead of Night
The Dead Zone
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
A Tale of Two Sisters
Carrie
Eraserhead
The Exorcist
Three…Extremes
Fright Night
Ringu
House of Wax (1953)
Shadow of the Vampire (2000)
Peeping Tom
Dracula: Pages from a Virgin’s Diary (2002)
Near Dark
The Wicker Man
Halloween
Misery
Cat People
The Sixth Sense
The Blair Witch Project
Ginger Snaps
Don’t Look Now
Eyes without a Face
The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari
The Birds
The Night of the Living Dead
Jaws
The Silence of the Lambs
Freaks
The Night of the Hunter
Repulsion
The Bride of Frankenstein
The Evil Dead
The Evil Dead 2
28 Days Later
The Devils Backbone
Rosemary’s Baby
Shaun of the Dead
Batman
Last House on the Left
Alien
The Omen
 The Sentinel
The Rapture
The Others
Wait Until Dark
In Cold Blood
Grizzly
Phantasm
The Thing
The Miracle Mile
Invaders from Mars
 Die! Die! My Darling aka the Fanatic
Heart of Midnight
Fight Club
Requiem for a Dream
The Unknown
Pretty Poison
The Day of the Locust
The Tin Drum
The Reflecting Skin
The Sailor Who Fell from Grace with the Sea
Monster House
Being Human Season One

Reading List

Dracula
Dracula: the Un-dead
Counterfeit Son
Finders
Martyn Pig
The Blue Girl
Raven’s Gate
A Deadly Game of Magic
The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
Montmorency: Thief, Liar, Gentleman
Graveyard for Lunatics
The Book of Scary Urban Legends: Be Afraid, Be Very Afraid
Fiend: The Shocking True Story of America’s Youngest Serial Killer
Jane Eyre
Wuthering Heights
Rebecca
Frankenstein
The Picture of Dorian Gray
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
The Thirteenth Tale
The Woman in White
The Shadow of the Wind
The Monk
The Phantom of the Opera
Carmilla
The Historian
The Haunting of Hill House
We Have Always Lived in the Castle
The Castle of Otranto
The Turn of the Screw and the Aspern Papers
The Yellow Wallpaper
A Christmas Carol
The Moonstone
The Mysteries of Udolpho
The Hunchback of Notre Dame
Perfume: The Story of a Murderer
Melmoth the Wanderer
The Angel’s Game
Necronomicon, The Best Weird Tales of H.P. Lovecraft
Villette
Uncle Silas
The Italian
The Island of Dr. Moreau
The House of the Seven Gables
The Forgotten Garden
Mistress of Mellyn
The Call of Cthullu and other Weird Stories
The House at Riverton
The Little Stranger
Wide Sargasso Sea
The Private Memoirs and Confessions of a Justified Sinner
Dragonwyck
Hell House
Lady Audley’s Secret
The Bloody Chamber and Other Stories
Affinity
Gothic Tales
Verland: The Transformation
The Magic Toyshop
In a Glass Darkly
The Woman in Black: A Ghost Story
Zofloya
The Ghost Stories of Edith Wharton
The Splendour Falls
Germinal (Les Rougon- Macquart # 13)
Wieland and Memoirs of Carwin the Bioquist
The Gormenghast Novels: Titus Groan/Gormenghast/Titus Alone
The Ghost Writer
The Bride of Lammermoor
The Legend of Sleepy Hollow
Caleb Williams
Le Horla
Vathek
Mayfair Witches
The Haunted Hotel and Other Stories
The Meaning of Night: A Confession
Rappaccini’s Daughter
Hawthorne’s Short Stories
Companions of the Night
Gad’s Hall
The Haunting of Gad’s Hall
Clarissa or the History of a Young Lady
The Dress Lodger
Asylum
Collected Ghost Stories
SHADOWS, Supernatural Tales by Masters of Modern Literature
Reflections of a Golden Eye
The Beetle
The Arrow Chest
The Sundial
Nights at the Circus
The Mystery of Edwin Drood
Possession
One Thousand and One Ghosts
Young Goodman Brown and Other Short Stories
Gothic Short Stories
Lady Oracle
Tales of Unease
Bloodlines
Bellefleur
Mary Reilly
Hangsaman
The Day of the Butterfly
The Bird’s Nest
The Ballad of the Sad Café and Other Stories
The Rousseau House
Silver Wood
My Soul to Keep
Best Ghost Stories
Salem’s Lot
The Willows
Glenarvon
The House on the Strand
The Bone Key
 Gothique: a Vampyre Novel
Rhinehoth
Coeur de goth
Shining in Crimson
Sepulchre (Languedoc Trilogy, #2)
The Book of Shadows (Herculine, #1)
Torment (Bloodlines #2)
Revelations (Bloodlines #3)
Waking the Moon
Bruges La Morte
The Vampyre: And Other Tales of the Macabre
The Caste of Wolfenbach: A German Story
The Mysterious Abbey: A German Tale
Winterlong
Mysteries of Winterthurn
Lost Souls
Great Tales of Terror from Europe and America: Gothic Stories of Horror and Romance 1765-1840
Ghost Stories
Le Chateau de Carpathes
Sanctuary
The Jewel of Seven Stars
The Time Machine
The War of the Worlds
La mare au diable
Maldoror and the Complete Works of the Comte de Lautréamont
A Season in Hell & Illuminations
Les Fleurs du Mal
The Monk
Gothic Tales
American Gothic Tales
The Oxford Book of Gothic Tales
The 120 Days of Sodom and Other Writings
The Complete Works of Lord Byron
  The Complete Poems by Samuel Taylor Coleridge
Mad Monkton and Other Stories
A Long Fatal Love Chase
And the Ass Saw the Angel
Arthur Mervyn
Ayesha
Bone Song
Celeste
Edgar Huntly
Fingersmith
First Love: A Gothic Tale
Flowers in the Attic
Four and Twenty Blackbirds
Garden of Shadows
Gaston de Blondeville
If there be Thorns
My Sweet Audrina
Necropolis
Petals on the Wind
Seeds of Yesterday
The Abbess: A Romance
The Black Death
The Castles of Athlin and Dunbayne
The Grotesque
The House of the Wolf
The Marble Faun
The Misfortunes of Virtue
The Phantom Ship
The Sound and the Fury
Valerie and Her Week of Wonders
 Web of Dreams
Wings to the Kingdom
The Hound of the Baskervilles
The House of the Spirits
Alias Grace
Beast
Ligeia
Nightmare Abbey
The Deep
The Executioner
The Skeleton Man: A novel
Something Wicked this Way Comes
Murder on the Orient Express
A Cry in the Night
Stillwatch
Down a Dark Hall
Stranger with my Face
The Name of the Rose
A Pale View of the Hills
The Black Tower
Original Sin
The Fifth Child
Green Tea and Other Stories
Varney the Vampire
The Robbers
The Romance of the Forest
Castle Spectre
Gedichte
The Minstrel
Miscellaneous Pieces in Prose
Bertram
The Family of Montorio
Manuel: A Tragedy
Vancenza, or the Dangers of Credulity
Hubert de Servac
The Mysterious Mother
Christabel
Zeluco
Melincourt
A Sicilian Romance
Die Rauber
Die Geisterseher
Zastrozzi; A Romance
St. Irvyne
The Rosicrucian
The Sorrows of Werter
Emmeline or the Orphan of the Castle
The Ghost-Seer
Vancenza or, the Dangers of Credulity
Things as they are or the adventures of Caleb Williams
Canterbury Tales
The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
Ormund or the Secret Witness
St. Leon
Jane Talbot
Tales of Terror; Tales of Wonder; Romantic Tales
The Milesian Chief
The Giaour: a fragment of a Turkish tale
Woman, ou Pour et Contre
Lenore
Fantasmagoriana
Gespensterbuch
The Bravo of Venice
Tales of Wonder
Tales of Terror
Der Ewige Jude
Coraline
Set in Stone
Sydney Bridge Upside Down
The Afterlife
Angelmonster
Beating Heart: A Ghost Story
Being Dead
Blood and Chocolate
The Blooding
Breathe: A Ghost Story
Companions of the Night
Daemon Hall
The Dust of 100 Dogs
Eternal
The Ghost Sitter
Gothic! Ten Original Dark Tales
A Great and Terrible Beauty
Immortal: Love Stories with Bite
Lily’s Ghosts
Look for Me by Moonlight
Nightshade
Night World
The Pricker Boy
Over and Over You
The Silenced
Silver Kiss
Skin Hunger
The Skull of Truth
Soul Enchilada
Tantalize
Thirsty
Tithe: A Modern Faerie Tale
Vampire High
Vampire Kisses
A Stir of Echoes
As I Lay Dying
Black Creek Crossing
The Distant Hours
The Girl in the Swing
The Haunting of Alaizabel Cray
Heart of Darkness
The Heart is a Lonely Hunter
Never Let Me Go
Seven Gothic Tales
The Shining
Shutter Island
The Witching Hour
Spider
The Nun
Dead Babies
Crime and its Causes
The Testimony of Tradition
Hauntings: Fantastic Stories
English Fairy Tales
In Darkest England and the Way Out
Allan’s Wife
The Virgin of the Seven Daggers and Other Chilling Tales of Mystery and Imagination
A Passionate Pilgrim and Other Tales
 A Lodging for the Night
The Ghost and the Bone-Setter
Seen in the Moonlight
Thrawn Janet
The Shadow in the Corner
The Fixed Period
The Body Snatcher
The Ogbury Burrows
King Solomon’s Mines
She
A Phantom Lover
A Study in Scarlet
The Misadventures of John Nicholson
Lord Arthur Savile’s Crime and Other Stories
Mariana
The Stone Maiden
Masquerade in Venice
The House of a Thousand Lanterns
The Magic Cottage
Don’t Look Behind You
Silversword
The Changeling
Ghost Story
Witch and Greygallows
The Shivering Sands
The King of the Castle
The Unquiet
Every Dead Thing
Ammie
Come Home
Vanish with the Rose
Holy Terror
Moonlight on the Palms
Table by the Window
Darkest Part of the Woods
The Italian Secretary
The Abandoned
New Mercies
The Drowning Tree
Dark Moon
The Ghost Writer
Sunset and Sawdust
The Truth about Love
The Lost Mother
Forgotten Destiny
 Mistress of Trevelyan
Gothic America
 The Literature of Terror, Volume One - The Gothic Tradition
Gothic Readings : The First Wave, 1764-1840
Gothic : Four Hundred Years of Excess, Horror, Evil and Ruin
Gothic (The New Critical Idiom)
Modern Gothic : A Reader
Gothic Documents : A Sourcebook 1700-1820
Art of Darkness : A Poetics of Gothic
Penny Dreadfuls and Other Victorian Horrors
Double Indemnity
Falling Angel
Perdido Street Station
Burning Your Boats: The Collected Short Stories
Pet Semetary
Let the Right One In
I Feel Sick
GloomCookie
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
Little Gloomy
Meat Cake
Avigon
The Crow

My bad my bad

I've had a hell of a lot of stuff going on with college and now that summer classes are over, I've been unleashed onto the world. I did do a lot of writing though so keep in mind what I'm posting is from during our time apart.

Latest Obsessions:

  • Batman
  • Painting
  • the media art I keep seeing of beautiful sad-eyed demons and vengeful temptresses
  • Garlic
  • My new story Wolfsbane
  • Blogs
  • Halloween Home Decor
  • Dracula
  • Musicals with a distinctly sinister feel (Phantom of the Opera, Sweeney Todd, Little Shop of Horrors)
  • How likely it is that I can get a real human skull so I can do the Hamlet thing whenever I want
  • My girlfriend
  • Reading
  • Losing weight so I can buy a goddamn corset
I'm very excited to present to you three lists:
1.  My compiled Reading list (and book buying list if they really are good!) for the summer
2.  Cds and or songs I intend to get (with comments) and:
3. Movie list i intend to watch or have watched but just haven't got

Enjoy!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

After a long and lengthy bout of research

which i rather enjoyed, I came up with a list of reasonably good gothic, twisted anime/ manga that fellow Snarklings ( to borrow the Lady of Manners phrase)  will definitely enjoy .
they are as follows:

D. Gray-man
Vampire Knight
Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler)
Pandora Hearts
07 Ghost
Wallflower
Trinity Blood
Ergo Proxy
Death Note
Hellsing
Nana
Ghost Hunt
Higurashi
Laon
Rozen Maiden
Zombie Loan
Jigoku Shoujo
Godchild
Hell girl
Devil May Cry
Princess Resurrection
Goth
Count Cain
Shiki
Soul Eater
Gantz
Elfen Lied
School Days
Saint October
Venus versus Virus
Bakemonogatari
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
xxxHolic
xxxHOLiC: Kei
Shinreigari – Ghost Hound
El Cazador de la Bruja
Night Head Genesis
Dance in the Vampire Bund
Rosario + Vampire
Beserk
Samurai X
Blue Gender
X
Paranoia Agent
Tsukihime
Serial Experiments

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

My Ero-Lolita Wishlist

I'm hoping to enter the Dirty Show (the annual show SWEAT puts on every year) in January 2012 and the day of the gallery this is what I want to wear: a black corset, long black gloves, a cage skirt, black bloomers, black lace thigh-highs, and thigh high buckled platform boots. I want to be just as sexy and sensual as my art, and every bit as elegant. That's what every Ero-Loli's goal is or should be. I'll upload my sketch later, so you can see what I'm talking about.